the house

Memories about my first “home” in Oklahoma.

I moved to Oklahoma 6 months ago, all by myself. This is the first time ever in my life I move to a completely new place and know no one before. This new journey in life has been making me face new challenges and encounter new experiences that make me feel more grateful for everything. This house is the very first place in Oklahoma that I can call “home”, my first shelter, my first safe place to return to after a bad day. Although I cannot live in this house for longer time, I have had some fond memories of this place and with the people in it.
However I am moving out in the next few days, to a new house. Therefore this house already becomes nostalgic to me. I want to hold on to that nostalgic feeling and take photos of the house to reserve the memory of this place. I choose black and white photos to unify the photos and add timeless sense to this series.

mammoth lakes road trip [part 2]

Here we are for the continue part of my Mammoth Lakes road trip.

After the first day of going to Gull lake (which is I took a roll there but no photo came out that I want to post here 🙂 ) and another frozen lake that I forgot the name, we came back to the lodge because we weren’t sure to be out when the sun went down. So after getting back to the lodge, I walked out to take some sunset (or blue hour, for more precise) photos at the Meadow and stopped frequently on my way to take some nice house scenes. Here’re the photos that I like the most from the trip.

The first one is photo of one street in the lodging area, I captured it because it gives the general feel and architecture of the area, along with the massy mountain behind. The second one I took because the nice red house is quite interesting and the cloud above has a very nice shape and color. It’s a bit hard to take everything into the frame but I quite happy with the result, the only thing I don’t like is the bright red pole in the foreground that overlaps the house.


The photo on the right is when I went back the the lodge and the sky was dark. I saw the light from the light bulbs from the house was quite interesting and the tree in the front also had a nice shape and texture so I set up the shot for a long expose photo. I like how it came out but still think the composition is a bit off. I think if I had stepped back a bit and moved to the right couple inches, the composition would be much better, because the roof of the house wouldn’t ended right at the frame lines. Another lesson for watching your composition carefully before taking the shot.

I like this very much. This is the first photo I took when I walked out for the sunset. The sun pretty much hided behind those mountain already but there’s still a bit orange glow at the horizon. I think the colors here work together very nice, the red is pop but not taking away the cold calm vibe in the photo. The reflection in the glass window also looks so dreamy and poetic. I also like the composition and the complex of the scene. To me, everything works together very well in this photo.

This photo of the “Private Property” sign I took on the way back to the lodge. It belongs to the Snowcreek Golf Course. I think the photo represents very well the calmness and coldness of a winter sunset in a meadow surrounded by mountains.


The photo above here is the first one I took on the Meadow. Took with Portra 800. The sun was behind a peak of mountain but the field still have plenty of light and the glow at the horizon was so beautiful. After took this shot, I managed to take the photo on the left, of a part of the house and the mountain behind it. I think the photo is not bad but still something is off about it. The reason I didn’t include the whole house because I wanted the photo to be suggestive, not just show the objects straight out. I also like the little fence[?] in the middle of the frame, it adds a very nice touch to the field. One thing I think I could do better for this photo is exposing for the house to get more details out of that, and hopefully don’t blow out the highlights. In general I still like it but it’s not good enough to be showed as my best work.


On the right side are photos I took when the sky is almost dark and there’s not much light on the grass field to expose. I took these in the much longer shutter speed than the previous photo above. You can see how much the difference is compared to the earlier photo taken 10-15 minutes apart. This merged photo describes the vast scene of the meadow in blue hour. I really enjoy this photo.


The photo below is another panorama merge from 2 photos. This is the scene at Rock Tub Hot Springs. The tub itself is quite small and funny in the middle of the vast land. When I got there, the sun was high up and the sunlight was extremely harsh. I took a couple photos but nothing come out as I like, so here just a photo for you to have an idea how the landscape looks like. All the daytime photos were taken with Fuji Pro400H.


Final photos from the trip are some I took on my last hike to the place I forgot the name again, but that’s a long hike that passes couple lakes on the way. We could just have enough time to hike to the first lake and then had to come back but it’s quite a nice hike with beautiful view. The light was softer and warmer as it’s afternoon and we really enjoyed the hike.

The photos above are of the Green Church near the hot springs. When I first saw it on the way to the hot springs, I was fascinated by it. A small green church in the middle of no where, who can resist that? So on the way back from the hot springs, I stopped by and took these photos. Of course with the harsh light condition, I could get the photos as good as I want. I really hope I can come back and take photos of this church in a better light. The last one is the composition that I like the most. I don’t really know why but I like the fact that a part of the building is included with the backdoor stairs and the white fence with the gate. You can also see the grass in the field behind and the mountain at the horizon. There’s many elements in this photo to look at.


As you can see, the 2 photos on the left were merge to make the panorama below. Just so you know the view of the frozen lake that I got to see after the hike. I wish I could come down closer to the lake to have more close up photos but we’re really low on time so this is all I could get. I don’t think the composition is that good but it’s nice to see the whole view. I like the yellow grass field by the lake and the color of the sky reflect on the frozen surface.

The last 2 photos are other composition that I took of the lake from a closer spot. I like the final one because the branches at top right foreground and the shadow at the bottom combines to give a direction to the eyes to look at the lake surface. I definitely blow out the highlight in this photo but I like that you can see the cliff behind the left side tree that you cannot see in previous photos.

That’s a wrap for this Mammoth Lakes trip. Thank you for making it all the way here. Hope you like the photos. Cheers!

mammoth lakes road trip [part 1]

It’s 2 months late after the trip to publish this post but I worked quite hard on the photos so I hope you enjoy it. I went to Mammoth Lakes in the middle of last November. The trip was nice and lovely, the weather was beautiful. This trip gave me some favorite shots that I’m quite happy with. In this trip, I tried something new with my photography: first, I practice merge 2 photos together to make a panorama scene; secondly, I used my new wide angle lens for the Bronica, the PE 50mm/2.8, for the first time. Having a wide angle lens gives you much more ability to shoot landscape or just more scenes in general, in the end, I shot all the photos here with the 50mm lens. Since I have a good amount of photos to share here so I make it 2 parts because I don’t want to overload my page or make you wait forever for the photos to load.

Since it’s 2 months already so I apologize for forgetting the names of some locations that I took photos of. When I went to Mammoth Lakes, the weather was very nice, not very cold, there’s thin layer of snow on the ground but I did not see any snowfall. The fall leaves were long gone and the snow was just appeared. The sky was very clear and bright in the morning and afternoon, at noon, the sky was so blue and the sunlight was very harsh, made it so hard to take photos at this time.

First off, let take a look at the area my friends and I stayed during our trip. It’s a lodging [compound?] called Snowcreek, it’s located by the Kerry’s Meadow and next to the Snowcreek Golf Course. These photos here I took with Bronica 645 system and Portra 800.

The first photo is the road at sunrise. This is a very high contrast scene where the peak of the mountain is lit up but the road and houses down here was very dark.

Next is some houses in the sunrise light. I took these with the promist filter 1/4 to have the glowing affect on the trees and windows.


Next, the photos of the sunrise view that I took from the edge of the Kerry’s Meadow looking at the Mammoth Mountain. My specific spot here is just off the road between the Golf Course and the Meadow, I didn’t walk into the Meadow although it could be great if I did. Here I combined 2 photos together to make a panorama of the scene. When I went to the Meadow for the sunrise, I noticed the blue van was silently parked there, they must went there to watch the sunrise just like me. Even though I didn’t know them and we never talked to each other but since we came there for the same reason, I feel a connection to them, like ‘we were a same place at a same time waiting for the same thing’ vibe. Besides, the van is a nice addition to the photo in term of showing the scale of the scene. At this moment, the sun haven’t come out yet, as you can see the scene is flat and dim.

This one here is the view from the edge of the Golf Course looking at the peak of the Mammoth Mountain when the sun rises up.


Another panorama photo. I think I watch a lots of Nick Carver’s videos to make my photos into panorama ratio. But I don’t think my composition is that good, the first reason is I didn’t actually see the composition as panorama when I compose the shots, just the estimate and imagine from myself, so when I merged the photos together, the composition is always off. But it’s nice to make these photos and see the scene as wide as I can.


The following photos are some scene on the hike on the first day. Taking photos in the snow scenes was definitely hard because the snow is so bright and if you don’t know how to expose the shadow, your shadow will be pit black, just like my right side photo here. These were taken with Portra 160 expired.

Finally, these are photos of a lake that I forgot the name. I took these in harsh sunlight so the shadow was crushed to black. The film I used here was Fuji Pro 400H. I did heavily edit these photos because the “straight out of the scanner” were so terrible to look at [or just me being terrible at scanning]. The first two are not that great but still give you the nice view of the frozen lake. The last one is my favorite, I like the color palette and the way I can capture my shadow, just something about it makes me keep looking at it.


This is end of part 1. Thank you for making it here. Let’s check out the part 2! Cheers!

the famous amboy

It’s been a while since my last post. Since then, I’ve constantly had a thinking that my photos are not matching my expectation. I don’t know if it’s because whenever I go out to take a photo, I always think about making photos for my blog post or just because I’m not improving my skills. Either way, I’ve chosen to slow down and think about the photos only, not about the purpose of the photos later. So here you are, some photos from my few hours in the famous Amboy town. I was there around 1pm so the sunlight was not very pleasing (compared to golden hour) but since it’s winter time, 1pm was not that harsh and strong. I got some photos that I’m happy with.

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These photos were taken with Portra 800. I didn’t plan to shoot Portra 800 at midday but I was having the roll in my camera from the last trip so I have to finish the roll. It’s the famous Roy’s sign so I had to take a good amount of photos to make sure I got one that I can proudly share with people on the Internet :). The second (2) photo is a initial composition that I like when I look at the Roy’s sign while standing in front of the restroom :). Then I move to the right to take the third one. I like the composition and elements in the #3 photo but wish that I have the man in a nicer post (he was doing his job and I think he’s a good element to the photo but I was worried that he may blend into some objects so I take the photo when he just separated himself from the gas pump. I also wish that I moved away a bit to not cut the bottom of the “Cafe” sign and I also want to include the “no vacancy” in the photo :(. In the photo #4, I also want to include the light pole at the foreground because my photography goal is to create photos with complex layers, not sure if I tried so hard and ruin my composition in this case. Anyway, here’s the 2 photos that I think look best.

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The #6 photo is just simple and straight forward about the environment and how vast the place is. When I look at the photo I can feel how lonely the sign is, there’s no other like this in miles. The #7 photo tells more about other structures around the sign and I like the affect of the wide angle lens here.

After taking photos of the sign, I cross the street to take photo of the church across Roy’s because who can reject a lonely white church in the middle of desert?

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This is also the last shot from my roll of Portra, so I loaded Fuji 400H and continue shooting. I love abandoned things because they carry so many stories, they are unique and broken :).

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I like the #9 photo but I heard feedbacks said it not pleasing, I guess because of the ugly house on the right side, but I still like it because it’s life, beautiful and ugly, light and shadow, high and low, they just come hand in hand, nothing is 100% beautiful. I had high hope for the photo #10 but sadly it doesn’t come out the way I want. Subframe and multiple layers in a photo is something I thrive for but I guess still not success this time. The photo #11 is not that great but I like the fact that you can see the house over the window, and it also pair nicely with the last photo below (because of the heater?).

Finally, the last 3 photos are the best ones. I suppose to like the last one the most because, again, so many layers and elements to look for, but I still think it’s missing something to be one of the best of my work. The photo of the hallway and doors is fascinated to me because it’s mystery and make me wonder what’s inside those room, there’s so much possibilities inside those broken doors. It looks just like a scene in a movies. Last but not least, the whole church and abandoned houses around remind me of the TV series Preacher from AMC.

Thank you for coming all this way. Hope you enjoy it. And watch Preacher if you’re open to dark, ugly and cruel things 🙂

a dead fish series [dedicated to hkhq]

To hkhq, (I know this is chessy so shut up!) I made this series for you as a thank you note. I said this to you so many times and I guess I will say it a lot more in near future because I just can’t help myself stop saying thank you to you. Thank you for supporting me and my photography from the very beginning, thank you for “always” being there for me in the other side of the chat box, thank you for your understanding and companionship. I wouldn’t be in this place today photographically if not because of your supportive talk in the first day. [Or would I?]. Because of you, this is always an on-going project so I will update the series whenever I can still do it. I don’t understand why you love dead fish but here you are, enjoy [your washi tape]!

This is a series I made from a friend’s request. I don’t have a statement for this series regard its meaning or purpose. Some are quite poetic, some are brutal, some are both. I find some photos look quite chaotic, but I like the way the chaos relates to the brutality those fish endured. If you like dead fish I hope you find these interesting.

These were shot on 35mm SLR without flash, the last 4 were shot with Yashica T4. Thank you for taking a look.

suburban series

This is a project that I realized that I need to make it as my first ever film project. As the number of photos I’ve taken keep increasing, I find that suburban vibe is the most common theme in my collection. Coming from a rural Vietnamese town, I find suburban is quite close to my heart. I love everything from old houses, rusty gates, broken cars, random stuff in flea market and abandoned things. Old things to me are not just things that stay around for a couple years but rather something that we share memories and stories with. My goal here is to document the beauty in such mundane moments of human’s lives and their poetic belongings.